I Don’t Think it’s Coincidence
/It has happened often enough now that I don’t think it’s a coincidence. I go out just before dark to see my Fell Pony mare herd. The mares run on a very large pasture, and I usually don’t know where they are on it when I begin my walk. Often, though, one pony will make themselves visible, alerting me to where the rest of the herd likely is. Then, just as often, that pony disappears, and it’s up to me to remember the location and navigate to it.
Not all members of the mare herd play the role of notifier. Usually it is the lowest pony in the herd, Calista; sometimes it is the lead mare Matty. Tonight it was Honey, briefly, before she disappeared. I assume they hear my voice, or they hear the stallion Asi’s call and his gate open when I feed him first. They know I am out and about. It is up to me to scan the hill and the lowlands, or as tonight, to note the behavior of the calves in their feed pasture since they find the ponies a curiosity when they are near the fence. Then the notifier makes themselves briefly visible, and I begin my walk in their direction.
While I don’t think it’s coincidence that there is a notifier pony, I also don’t want to believe it’s coincidence. That the notifier makes themselves visible briefly is heart-warming. To think they want me to know where they are and to come visit is a thrill. I find observing these ponies in as close to as natural a setting as I can provide them to be fascinating. Once again I realize one lifetime with them will not be enough.
© Jenifer Morrissey, 2020
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